True life we face

I have a friend, I've been with her quite a long time. I was with her during my school time in Maahad Hamidiah Kajang. And I was with her during my college time in Taylor's University College. She's now far from me. But space does not separate us. She has a friend and she love him so much. One day I got a news, her friend is confirmed with a lung cancer. Few days after, Allah has taken him from this world. She is in sorrow, and I know I could not bear the test Allah give her I swear. I'm so sad that I only can give her some words in the hope that she can be stronger to face the test. But I know that she does not need those words I said to her, as Allah has given her so many strength. The strength comes with the test she is facing now. Allah gives it to her in every second, I see it. And the boy is a nice and wonderful person, I know. Allah takes him from this world, from his family, and from her, because of something big. Allah knows better. I'm glad to hear news that he has inverted to Islam, and may Allah guide his way to Jannah. Allah knows better.

 I thought this story will only come into a drama, or a movie, made by people. But I forgot that our true life, true story is made by Allah. And HE is so powerful that HE is the one who gives everything we have now. Whether it's a happy life, or an unbearable test, Allah knows better. And I've never thought this could happen to my dear friend, so I realized that she is a strong girl that Allah has chosen her and him. Her story makes me think more, love more, appreciate more. It makes me want to show my love to all people around me. Then I talk to my friends, I talk to my mama and my ayah, I feel their love in return. And the first name resound in my head, I want to go and talk to him, to say, how much I love him, how much I always want to be with him. I always want to talk to him. I was waiting for him. Day 1 and day 2 and day 3. But he is still not there. How I love him so much, and how I miss him so much. But I'm done chasing him. So I know it's time. I should realize. I should accept. Leave it to Allah.

Leave it to HIM.